October 12th, 2001

compton

The power of the Primal Scream...

Ever have one of those moment where you become so frustrated that you just want to throw things around the house/office/store/universe while screaming?

Yeah. Me too.

I find that closing my eyes for a few minutes and Imagining that I'm doing it helps a whole lot. Doesn't make the screaming in my head go away, but it helps me to calm down some.

Just hope no one around me can read minds, cause they'd be going deaf right about now.

me
There is nothing you can do to save your soul from my destructive powers, mortal.
  • Current Music
    Blink 182 - Reckless Abandon
compton

A Strangling Fear Clutches at my Throat

    Hey Clay-

    I am wondering if you and I could meet some time
    before you go to Nepal? Not a big deal, just a
    quick touch base kind of thing. Let me know when
    you might be available. Before/after rehearsal
    or something like that always works well.

    L

This is from my director. I *KNOW* it's no big deal, but the 'getting canned' thoughts have come flooding back into my head. Oh, that I wasn't such a self-depreciative, insecure worry-wart.

me
Where are my Depends?
  • Current Music
    Blink 182 - Story of a Lonely Guy
compton

I'M FUCKING GOING! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

    Dad sent you this MSNBC News Link:

    Message:
    Have you been thinking?

    ** FBI: Attacks possible within days **
    The FBI on Thursday said it had received information that further terrorist attacks may be planned in the United States or against U.S. interests abroad in the next few days.

    http://www.msnbc.com/modules/exports/ct_email.asp?/news/639359.asp

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH!!!!

It's not like I'm staying at the fucking embassy there! CHRIST!

me
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH!!!!
  • Current Music
    Blink 182 - The Rock SHow