February 21st, 2002

compton

Dancing around my subconscious...

I find myself on the verge of being nonplused about this whole audition thing. No feelings one way or another. Then, every once in a while, I get smacked up the head by a feeling of great excitement, and I start imagining how much fun it's going to be. Then I get smacked up the head by a feeling of great despair and start wondering what I'm going to do to fill that gap in my life.

It's quite annoying, and I wish (as I'm sure everyone else does) that I could stop dwelling on it.

me
We are building a religion...
  • Current Music
    Cake: Comfort Eagle
compton

My Crush on an Older Woman...

Janis has been one of my idols since high school. I got to meet her last year, and it was beyond comparison. The woman is a phenomenal talent, and she sang to me... TO ME! during a show. Muh...

me
TO ME!
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    infatuated