October 13th, 2002


Catching up...

So Friday I was kinda quiet both here and elsewise... At first, I thought it was because of some random stuff that I've been tossing around in the back of my head of late, but then I realized it wasn't that at all. I was having a mini panic attack because I was headed home.

No, it has nothing to do with my parents. It's all about school. College to be exact. For too many years to admit, every time I was getting ready to go see my parents, I was also in the middle of finals.

So Friday, I was sitting at work, freaking out because in my subconscious, it was finals time, and I'd not studied. I'd not done anything.

I was freaking out because of remembered associations.

It probably didn't help that it was a rainy fall day, so much like finals always were at Penn State.

Have I ever mentioned that occasionally, I'll wake up after going to bed on Sunday night freaked out that I didn't do my homework for Monday?

Is this NORMAL? I'm 31 for Christsakes...