January 7th, 2003

compton

Focusing on the positive...

Saturday. I had a brilliant Saturday.

Started off with my Level I class, that I have come to adore. They're so eager, and so much fun to work with. They misbehave a bit, but when they're focused, they take everything I say, analyze it, and you can just SEE them pushing to implement it. It's a really rewarding group to teach, because I can sit there and watch them improve.

Post class, was Hong Kong Action Breakfast, hosted by the ever awesome komos - a true prince among men.

Then off to Casa DiBaisley for an evening filled with Ebola Monkey Hunt.

See, good things DO happen. They do.

me
THEY DO!
psychic

Klae experiments with being a junky...

Two pills to jump start you in the morning, two pills to put ya down at night.

Okay, so not that bad. I had a cafe mocha last night at 6:45 before class started.

At 3AM I was still tossing and turning. The caffeine, along with my incomprehensible rage about my car just kept me awake.

So, in desperation, I popped two Aleve. Normally this would knock me out within 20 minutes. Not so last night. I just became increasingly groggy and disoriented, dancing on the edge of sleep. At one point I got up to restart my music so it wasn't so damn quiet, and I couldn't get my right eye to focus on anything.

Eventually I slept. Dreamless sleep. I rarely have dreamless sleep. It disturbs me, because it feels like time travel. I close my eyes, and open them and it's way later. Not fun.

So today, I'm dragging.

me
Hi-diddle-dee-dee a junkie' life for me...
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    used up
angry

One of those days...

One of the women from another part of the building steps right into the lunch line in front of me and says, "Sorry, Klae, but I didn't want so-and-so to have to sit alone for too long." What the fuck.

me
I'll never understand people...
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    irritated irritated
compton

bah

I can't stand the feeling of being stranded that comes with not having access to one's car. It's not that I *WANT* to go anywhere in particular right this second... I just *CAN'T* go anywhere.

me
bah
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    helpless