The Velawesomeraptor Himself (clayrobeson) wrote,
The Velawesomeraptor Himself

I've got friends in high places...

Well, I have to say that I just spent a decent chunk of quality time with a really cool person.

As most of you know, things haven't been the greatest for me of late, and this was a vacation from the nine month vacation I've been on. skygoodwill came out to visit so we could lay the groundwork for some creative projects we've been talking about working on, and for the last two weeks I've had purpose and direction that have really been lacking recently. The job that's supposed to be materializing for me even held off materializing while we photographed and drew and wrote. Of course the job STILL isn't materialized, but... I've been dealing with that situation since July, so... what's a few more days one way or the other?

I came to California to reestablish bonds with my family. I told myself that I'd taken a fifteen year journey to find myself and now it was time to go home, but in reality, it seems that I'm still finding myself, and that process will never end.

There's so much I want to do, and so many things I want to be... and I have all of you to thank for your encouragement and suport so far. It means alot to me.

I also want to thank Sky for being a friend, and taking two weeks out of her own life to help me get mine back on track. For helping me to see that there's more to me than a LiveJournal, or a website, or a job.

Who knows what's coming down the road. The path is veiled in a fog of the unknown. But if we knew what was coming, it would be boring, wouldn't it?

Moving forward

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