The Velawesomeraptor Himself (clayrobeson) wrote,
The Velawesomeraptor Himself

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I'm lost.  Just wandering around in circles.  I have no idea where I am or where I'm going.  I can barely see past the next hour, and yet time is flying by at an amazing rate.  And I'm just watching it happen.

There's nothing here for me.  And I can't see anywhere else that there will be anything either.

My depression is making it impossible for me to take any sort of action on anything.

I want it to be over, but I don't know how.

But I think being here isn't the answer.

(originally a private entry-- unlocked 7/27/05)

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